Mood:

My head spins. It twists and turns uncontrollably and it almost never stops. It hurts both mentally and physically. It only spins when i'm feeling certain emotions; anger, sadness, confusion, stress. These emotions tend to collide with each other and start a war in my mind leaving me with a powerful headache and a sorrowful feeling in my stomach. It's almost as if these emotions are unstoppable; living inside my head and always getting tangled up in each other. It's no wonder I am tired; I stay up for hours trying to sort my thoughts out but instead I get lost in  them. I only wonder if anybody else get's lost in their own thoughts and emotions. (This is a photo of my boyfriend. I took this photo using a slow shutter speed and a tripod to keep the background still but the subject blurry. I chose this photo to post on my blog because I feel it is a perfect representation of how I have been feeling for the past 2 weeks. Stressed, confused, anxious, and many other feeling bombarding my thoughts leaving me with a spinning merry go round of a head. It's been very hard trying to pull myself together lately and with all the weight I was carrying on my shoulders it felt as though I would never be able to. But I feel as though I am getting better. I feel as though I am gaining control of my life again and getting my head sorted out. I just needed a little time and a little hard work in order to put myself back together.)