Ghost

"I spend a lot of time above water. 
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room. 
Lately that's made me wonder 
if I've given up on trying to be someone new. 
Because I don't like who I see, 
each morning when I look in the mirror. 
In fact it's the only thing I fear, 
that I'm empty inside these bones. 
I'm not scared of ghosts, 
I embrace them all as friends, 
because one day I'll be dead, 
and they will know my name. 
So I've been counting down my life, 
existing in hours, 
to see what I have left. 

If I see 25, i'll be surprised. 
If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you 
and bury them alive. 
If I see 44, well I haven't thought that far." 

Sorority Noise // Nick Kwas Christmas Party

(This is a photo of my friend Jeff. I used a daylight white balance to take this photo. I love this photo and every time I look at it I'm reminded of the song lyrics shown above.)